Countdown - 13 to 1

I'm bored, and I thought this was kinda interesting.. enjoy.

13 Things I Wish I Could Say to 13 Different People: 

1. I am very happy for you. I'm glad that you finally found somebody for you who makes you happy. I hope you never shut me out. I really care about you, I always will.


2. I will never understand you. I will always love you, but I really can't trust you, and it's going to be very hard to regain it. I wish you'd realize that you are missing out a lot of great stuff.

3. I am giving up on trying to be a friend. I'm not needed, so I give up. You're so freakin' selfish and you're hurting a lot of people in the process. You need to wake up, and get over yourself. I know that you know that I'll always be around, but I refuse to seek out your friendship any longer.

4. We met online, we're always going to remain online friends, NOTHING more. You need to give me up on trying to become more than friends. I refuse to do it. You don't know what love is, it's obsession. You need to give it up and move on, or I'm just not going to talk to you at all.

5. I love and miss you more than anything. I wish you were here with me and my sisters. I think you'd be very proud of us.

6. I wish you would leave your world and be the person that me and other people in your lives need you to be. We really do need you to be a part of our lives.. through thick and thin.

7. If you want a girlfriend, only like one girl. Don't try to get a girlfriend just to have one. Nicknames right off of the bat, is very unattractive. Get to know the girl first, use her name, and become friends, and then go from there. Asking to be your girlfriend right off the bat and stating how you wish you were their boyfriend and want to cuddle creeps some girls out.

8. I don't have anything else to say at the moment.. I'm sure I do, but I'm having a brain fart.

9. For some weird reason, I really like you. I never thought I would, since I have certain rules when it comes to dating. We have a lot in common, so it's really weird, but I'm glad we are friends, and that's good enough for me.

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12 Things About Yourself:

1. I just turned 30 years ago. Yippie for me.


2. I am the first Caudle to get a college degree!


3. I do hate school, I really do, but I'm still working towards my goals.. next one is getting a bachelor's in Graphic Design.


4. I would LOVE to create lyric music videos professionally..


5. I've always been a listener, not a talker.. considered on becoming an Online Therapist.. maybe one day, I will.


6.  My dad's nickname for me since I was a baby is Worm.


7. I'm really not a people person, so I'm nervous on becoming a Graphic Designer.. but I love the work.


8. I gave up smoking a year ago in August! Yay for me!!


9. I finally made my first fried egg last week. I'm trying to get into cooking.


10. I despise of being ignored. It makes me feel little and worth nothing, but I don't have the heart to ignore anybody even when they deserve it.


11. I am so easily fascinated. Yesterday, at Quail Lake, I saw a seat floaters for the lake. A couple went fishing, so they brought the floaters to fish so they wouldn't have to use a boat or stay on ground. I thought that was so darn cool. I couldn't get over it!!


12. I'm big on tradition. It's going to be a weird 4th of July. First year without my sister and nephew.

11 Ways to Win My Heart:

1. First and foremost, have a sense of humor! I love to laugh. Laughter has seriously saved my life.

2. Gotta like me for me, no pity or any of that shit. I've had enough of that in my life.

3. Taking the time to get to know me. Being an actual friend. I don't trust people, so this would be the first step.

4. Be honest with me. In the past, I've told people that I liked them, and they said 'oh I like you to, but I don't want to date yet, but we will' and then starts dating other people or 'we're too good of friends to date', I've gotten to the point where I'm not going to say anything. If I don't return the feelings, I will tell them in the nicest way possible, and hope to remain friends. I'd expect the same.

5. Um, I don't know what else. This sounds like a dating service survey part! I'm not looking for a relationship. I mean, if it happens, it happens.. so I guess I'll continue to be forewarned, I guess?

6.  I am terrible at communicating at times. I don't really text people unless they text me. I am SO working on that. At least I'm trying to. =o(

7.  Showing interest and taking the time to express those interests with me. For example, music. I love sharing music with other people. It's a great way to learn other stuff that I never even heard of! It'd be awesome for someone to take me to a concert that we'd both enjoy.. that kind of thing.

8. Taking the time to get to know my family and friends. If you don't like them, but respect them, that would mean the world to me, but I would seriously hope you'd like them and want to spend time with them as well. They are very important people in my life. I can't imagine my life without them.

9. Loving my babies, Billie and Luci. My cats are my kids!!

10. If you cook for me. Hell yeah. I don't cook, but I'm trying, but if a guy can cook. I'd be heaven.

11. I've never really been in a relationship, so I'm very independent. I wouldn't know what to do in one, so patience would be the key.. but I have to like the person enough first

10 Things That Cross my Mind A Lot:

1. How are my sisters are doing.
2. How my dad is doing.
3. Bills, bills, bills. I hate money
4. I wish I had a car so I can visit my sisters.
5. What am I going to do today?
6.  My mom
7.  Hope that Carla and Lynn are doing well.
8.  I'm ready to kick someone's or two ass, but it's not worth it.
9.  It's so freakin' hot.
10. I hope the fire calms down, and that we don't lose anything or anybody else.

9 Song Lyrics Floating Around In my Head:

1. Now I just have "In My Head" by No Doubt in my head now.

2.  The chorus of "On the Road Again' sang by Donkey from Shrek.. a buddy said that he was on the road, and it popped in my head.. now it's there again since I'm thinking about it.

3. It's not unusual to be loved by anyone with Carlton Banks from Fresh Prince dancing.

4. Chorus 'It's Five O' Clock Somewhere' by Alan Jackson.

5. The Dance by Garth Brooks.. more the piano, than anything.

6. Coming Undone by KoRn

7. In the End by Linkin Park

8. Cleanin' Out my Closet by Eminem

9. Ends by Everlast

8 Things I Collect:

1. Shows on DVD
2. Movies
3. White Tigers stuff
4. Wolves stuff
5. Live, Laugh, Love stuff
6. Bills
7. Hoodies
8. Taz stuff

7 Things I Always Carry:

1. Cell phone
2. Keys
3. Hearing aid batteries
4.  Debit card
5.  ID *most of the time*
6.  Foodstamps card
7. Ring on my keychain.

6 Things I Have to do Before I Die:

1. Own my own home
2. Become a successful Graphic Designer
3. Visit Ireland
4. Be debt free!!
5. Own a Chevy Silverado
6. Visit my Dad

5 People Who Mean A Lot to You at The Moment:

1. Becky
2. Janet
3. Bryce
4. Abagaile
5. Brandi

4 Things You Can See Right Now:

1. The screen
2. Cell phone
3. Billie
4. Clock

3 Things You Wish You Had:

1. Money!
2. My mom
3. My own house

2 Things You do Before Bed:

1. Say goodnight to my ladies.. even though Luci likes to keep me up like last night.
2. Go to the bathroom.

1 Confession:

1. I'm a lonely person at times, and that's alright, sometimes.

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