Ever since my very minor surgery in February, I've been a funk. My body still does not feel normal to me, but like I said before, I've been extremely stressed, so I'm sure that's a big part of it. I started looking for a new place at the beginning of March with a small budget. Since the budget was small, and I wanted a two bedroom so bad, I became very frustrated and upset. I found a place that I really wanted to get into, but it wasn't guaranteed that I was going to get it because it was normally full, and they are not allowed to hold an apartment for more than two weeks. I, then, accepted that I will be seriously be downgrading from what I'm in now, but I was not happy with it. I learned that an apartment was going to be available on May 10th *when I was talking with the leasing manager, she stated that the 10th was just a guess because they don't know how the apartment is going to be when their current residents leave which will be on April 30th*, so I started talking with my case manager with the housing authority to see if I was able to move in early if I pay the extra fees, but she said yes as long as the lease started on the 1st of June. In other words, that was a no, because that was two whole weeks before the 1st. The leasing manager noticed by then that I really wanted to move in their complex, so she said that she'll talk to her boss and see if he'll let her hold the apartment for me for a month. A couple days later, I get an e-mail from the leasing manager telling me that her boss said yes, that they'll hold the apartment for me for a month.I got so excited, I scared the crap out of my cats. That was the first good news I've heard in a while. I turned in my 30+ day vacate notice a few days ago, and that was actually harder than I thought it was going to be. I've been in my current place for 8 years. My apartment is crap, but this has been my home for the past 8 years. This is harder than I thought it was going to be. I think I will feel a lot better once I have moved and get settled in my new place. I am FINALLY getting my two bedroom apartment. The rent is going to be cheaper, while this place keeps getting more and more expensive. One of the main reasons why I am moving 'cause of that, and my place is so old and outdated, but refuse to update anything because I'm still here. I am excited though. It is a big change that I need in my life, and I'm embracing it, and embrace it even more once I have completely moved out of here.
I'm sure people have noticed, but I've been in my own little world for a while now. I've been in one of my moods where I don't want to deal with anything or be around anybody but myself and my cats. I get that way every now and then. It helps me keep the sanity I have left, I think. I'm always playing games on Facebook, which occasional comments, and watching Netflix when I'm not doing school work.
I hope everybody is at least content, but hopefully well. 'Til next time.
